Just one more...

sleep until we are headed to KC for the night. I can't BELIEVE... it's already here. Things are very busy here at work... and at home right now. I'm trying my best to stay calm and think that everything WILL work out... but there are times that it's getting the best of me. The time is literally FLYING before my eyes. Sure wish that I could learn to stop it. LOL!!!

This weekend was filled with getting clothes cleaned and packed... and graduation parties. I tried to do a little more organizing on my office... but only found time to move another box in there. Not much progress. It will be nice when my computer is in there... and not in Am's room. It's hard to type quietly when she's sleeping.

Just a quick update on B. S & I visited him on Saturday evening because he wasn't feeling the best. He's coughing up 'different' stuff now. It's a slimmy yellow and green stuff with strings of orange. He spoke of some strange things... which makes me pretty concerned. Still at home alone... 'shaking my head' We were able to see him yesterday by luck... and ate lunch with him. He just seems 'beat'. His color is completely gone............ has no appetite............ and just looks exhausted. It's hard to stomach because this is the guy that would never let anything get him down... and to see him like this breaks my heart. :( :(

Any way... I'm down to making my final list on items that need to get into the bags prior to leaving. I teach again tonight. We are done with soccer and ball now. Oh... but Miranda's ball is just starting. LOL!!! Wouldn't you know it. :P Any way... that's a quick update. :)

Can't seem to catch a break.

MAN... things are just NUTS!!!! I will be so ready for our vacation next week! YEP... that IS next week!!! :O :O :O WOO HOO and YIKES! LOL!!!

This week... is the end of ball and soccer for Jaslin. I have taught 3 of my 5 classes already... and I'm trying to just stay ahead of the game at work. Attempting to schedule hair cuts... and rental cars... oh man, the list just goes on.

So... Tuesday I did take off and spend the day with Jas' class on a field trip. It was GREAT!!! The 5 kids that I had were so well behaved. They liked me being their 'mom' for the day. :) Pretty cute!!! I seriously could have taken the little boy (the ONLY boy out of the 5) home with me that night. He even told me once "I really don't like crowds..." Awww.... I told him to stick with me... and he would be just fine. :D

Any way... things are pretty crazy. Tonight is soccer practice and her last ball game. No ... no break for the weary! Jas and Miranda are having their nails done... since it was the gift to Jas for her birthday from Miranda. That will do them some good.

And... since it appears that my boss and us will be sharing Disneyland tickets... we are also going to share Universal Studios and Sea World one's. :O :O :O Yep... mom will be doing some driving out there. YIKES!!! No... DOUBLE YIKES!!! Nah... actually I will be just fine. I just need to do some checking on distances and I will be set. YEAH!!!

It's May 12th...

and Kindergarten ROUND-up!!! WOW... my baby is going to SCHOOL!!! :O :O :O She's sooooooooooooo pumped about it also. :) :) :) Ok... just realized that I forgot the camera. :( DARN!!! Any way... I will leave in about 40 minutes to get her and take her to the 'big' school. She's hoping to see Jas while she's there. How cute is that!!! It's only for 1.5 hours... but it's 1.5 hours that mom will NOT be around. She told me this morning after the other girls got on the bus... "Mom... your going to be sad when I get to ride the bus too because I'm your baby." In trying to stay positive I said "Oh Am... it will be fun and exciting and actually... mommy will CELEBRATE when your on it." She burst out laughing. If she ONLY knew... the real truth. ;-)

Any way... I'll edit this post after she's done with school. :)

Mother's Day!

With very little hastles... I had a GREAT Mother's Day!!! :) Here's wishing that all of you mom's dad also. ;-)

I was woke-up by a little tap tap on the bedroom door... to open it and find Am standing there sleepy eyed saying "Happy Mother's Day Mommy". PRICELESS!!!! I gave her some snuggles and kisses... By 9:15... the house was up and going and we headed to eat breakfast. I opened some AWESOME gifts too. :)

From there... we came back home and I started working on organizing the play room and my new office area. WOW... what a CHORE!!! LOL!!! By 2 pm... I was ready to leave and run my errands. We went to the cemetary and to my mom's. From there... we went out to eat a late lunch / early supper at the Mexican restaurant. It was delicious... and even received a red rose.

We went back home and play catch with Jas... golf with Am... and proceeded to work some more on organizing the garage. I'm slowly getting there. :) YEAH!!!!

Then we ended the night with homemade brownies and ice cream... :D

What kind...

of a person would tell their one granddaughter that the 'better' Disney place is Florida?? Oh yes, that would be my Mother. What a terrible thing... to have my niece shoving and rubbing in my daughters faces. What an EVIL person! How fitting with Mother's Day fast approaching. Does this woman EVER stop... and think about others before she opens her mouth? Nope... obviously not.

Well... MOTHER... my daughters, my ex-mil, and myself are going have a BLAST!!! I hope that some day... you regret being the person that you are.

Gosh... feeling so much better now.

He's at home...

with oxygen and morphine... and by himself. :( :( They released him late yesterday. It was a good day for him... and he wanted to go home. They can't keep him. He called last night, which scared the daylights out of me because of how hard he breathes... I really thought that something was majorly wrong. S did go over there right away... but he said that it's just the way he is at this stage. B had a cute chat with Jas before I could get to the phone. She loves her grandpa. :)

S said this morning that ... B said he knows that he won't be here long. 'sigh' A person just knows... I am totally aware of that.

Still...

no update on the x-ray from Sunday... but his pain is obviously increasing because they are uping the morphine now. :( S visited him most of yesterday. He said that he was in and out of sleeping. They also x-ray'd his neck. S & I discussed 'why'... and it could be some additional cancer or it could be because of the pain he's having in his left side... which neither are good. No results on that x-ray either. S left late in the afternoon... because B had been sleeping for most of the time he was there.

S did drive back up to the hospital last night because Mark was unable to go... and found him back sleeping 'hard'.

Today is another day, but I'm not sure what it will bring.

Jas and Am are wanting to visit him, but we are really hoping that they will be able to release him ... so they can visit him at home instead. Right now... it's not looking very good for that though. :(