He's back in...

S took B to the emergency room... and now 4 hours later they are admitting him to get him comfortable. I'm so torn. B does not want me driving in the dark and rain to see them ... and S says that it's up to me. It's been a bad day... and I had several drinks tonight, which means I should stay home. I'm completely a mess... which I'm sure the drinks are not helping with. I have to get it out sometime though.

He's having difficulty breathing and his lungs are filled again. Yes... they just pumped them. :( What the HELL does this mean??? 'sigh'

As I sit typing... I just want some concrete answers... why does life have to be so hard. :( :( :(